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From Sysadmin to CISO: The Complete Hell of IT Specialism

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Ronny Roethof
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Ronny Roethof
A security-minded sysadmin who fights corporate BS with open source weapons and sarcasm
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Everyone wants to be in IT… until they discover that the IT specialist is the single buffer between a working system and complete implosion.

IT is not just a field; it’s a front line. From Linux and Windows Sysadmins, virtualization specialists, network engineers, and DevOps professionals, through Developers who write the code, to Security Engineers and Architects who maintain oversight, many professionals have held multiple roles and felt how the pressure shifts between them. Structural overtime and high workload are the norm, not the exception.

You are the specialist who oversees the entire stack. And that weight is heavy.

Perception vs. Reality: You Are the Entire Stack
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The outside world sees an “IT Department.” You see a collection of specialists constantly under pressure from unrealistic expectations:

RoleThe Invisible Task
Linux / Windows / Virtualization SysadminKeeping servers, hypervisors, storage, and networks running 24/7. The automation and monitoring that prevent outages, often at 3 AM.
Software Developer / DevOpsThe code that needed to be fixed yesterday, managing pipelines, and wrestling with technical debt or legacy systems.
Security Engineer / CISOPushing for compliance, audits, and ISO projects internally, while management stacks up ignored warnings.
Architect / LeadDesigning infrastructure and cloud strategy while battling budget cuts and internal resistance that compromises the foundation.

When the business complains, it’s often the result of their flawed processes. You are the fire department pulling the smoldering timber out from underneath.

Invisible Victories: The Silent Stability
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The reality of the job is harsh: when you do it best, no one knows you’ve done anything at all.

  • The Crisis Averted: Deploying the patch that blocked a zero-day attack hours before the news hit.
  • The Behind-the-Scenes Fights: Neutralizing risks or fending off internal mistakes that could jeopardize the organization.
  • The Major Delivery: Complex projects delivered, not because of perfect planning, but despite lack of resources and impossible deadlines.
  • The Personal Sacrifice: Sacrificing free time, sleep, and health, because downtime is not an option. The systems run on your dedication.

The silence after a successful delivery is not peace; it is the dread of the next, inevitable failure you already foresee.

The Hard Truth: Held Accountable for Organizational Failures
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The biggest frustration isn’t technical; it’s organizational chaos:

  • The Real Challenge: “It’s not solving a Kernel Panic, but solving the human Panic and structural flaws in management.”
  • Lack of Recognition: Fighting for necessary investments, new tooling, licensing, or ergonomic adjustments, while the focus is always on cutting costs.
  • Broken Promises: Hollowed out by unachievable POPs, ignored commitments regarding salary, career progression, and promised support.
  • Sales droids: Sometimes, ambitious sales commitments promise things that are technically extremely challenging, or outright impossible, on deadlines that seem insane. As a sysadmin, you make it work. You deliver. Because the customer paid for it, and the systems must run.

The IT specialist absorbs the blame for management’s mistakes, simply because you are the one with the skills to fix the mess.

Conclusion
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This is a demanding and often invisible role. Satisfaction doesn’t come from praise, but from the facts: systems are up, data is secure, and the business runs.

To my fellow Sysadmins, Architects, and specialists: don’t chase empty compliments or fancy titles. Chase uptime and integrity.

The moment they truly see you, the house is on fire. And you’re usually the one holding the extinguisher.

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